Wild but Passionate

Some more about me

I am Passionate - Sensual - Sexy - and more.
Some of my friends tell me I have the most Wildest Eyes that you have ever seen! My Husband says my eyes are so Mysterious at times that it is so hard to read me. But all I have to do is give him a look and he knows if I am mad or feeling Sexy. Sometimes he says I have like cat eyes. Purrrrrrr Do I? LOL

Anyhow I love to design sexy graphics like the one you see above for friends. Yes that is me in the design - in fact I just took that photo of me yesterday. Sexy eh? Does my hubby know? NO and as far as that goes I have others too. BUT you have to be on my special list to take a peek at those. For certain Eyes ONLY! LOL

Yep I feel sexy today and I will tell you when my hubby gets home I am gonna jump his bones LOL. There is days where I get lonely so lonely in this house and I tend to get into trouble on the net when I am bored LOL My husband says being bored at home isn't good becuz that is when naughty things start to happen LOL mayyyybe LOL Yes I love to turn the webcam on at times but you have to be that special person in my special little book to see the flesh LOL Yeah I am a flirt on the net. A SEXY HOT WILD FLIRT!! oh yeah and I LOVE TO WATCH!! So in order to see this cookie on my side with the cam YOU MUST have one too - or you will see NOTHING. You must turn your on first!


Here is a little something 4 u to imagine about with someone like me.....





My letter 2 you


As I sit here, well lie here I think of you, and what I would like to do to you and with you. I can't resist slipping my hand down to my pussy, caressing it softly underneath my shorts. Slowly I begin to seek out my clitoris, gently inserting my finger inside my slightly wet pussy thinking of how I would like to kiss you. How soft I know your lips will be, and how nervous we will both be. Of course it would start as a soft quick kiss on the lips, maybe even just a peck. But I know I will not want to pull away, I will want to stay there, and I will want to slip my tongue inside your mouth. The more I think of this the wetter I become and the more lubricated my finger becomes; slowly I withdraw it a little and search for the nub of my clitoris. As I find it I can feel myself 'squirming' slightly as I enjoy the feelings this is creating in me, my mind drifts back to us kissing.

I don't know what it is you have unleashed in me (not that it's a bad thing!) but I can't stop myself from touching your body, almost instinctively I reach out and touch your skin for the first time. Your skin is so soft I can't help myself, as slowly I caress your sides, your back; pulling you closer as I do so. I want to touch you more intimately but I am shy and scared to incase it isn't what you want. Sensing my fear I would hope you would touch me back, softly stroking my back the way you know I love. Sighing slightly against your lips I slowly move my hands to your breasts, shaking slightly as I go. Hoping I was gentle enough and this was making you happy, you know I always worry about hurting you and you feeling uncomfortable. Closing my eyes I can see you before me as I slowly begin to seek out my clitoris, tensing and relaxing myself as I do.

Slowly I continue to caress your breasts and kiss you softly, alternating between soft kisses upon the lips and deep passionate kissing while slipping my tongue inside. Wanting and needing more I can no longer hold back, I need and want to know what it feels like; touching you somewhere I had only recently myself been able to touch on my own body. Making sure you want to go down this road, we head to the bed and lay side by side softly stroking and caressing each others bodies. As I kiss you deeply, I begin to slowly slide my hand down towards your pussy swallowing hard as I am inches away. Praying and hoping you don't pull away now and searching for a sign I tenderly move closer, as I let my fingers touch you I almost hold my breath swallowing hard again against your lips. I would hope a soft moan would escape from your lips against mine letting me know it was ok to continue.

As I lay here my eyes shut, I am thinking of you while I alternate between rubbing my clitoris and coating them with my juices from my wet pussy. Enjoying the feeling of my hand and fingers have upon me, wishing slightly it was your own fingers and hands doing this to me; creating these feelings in me. But that can be for another time; right now all I want is to please you; to touch you; to taste you. Letting my mind drift back to us, I can see the images of us kissing deeply and passionately as I slowly use my fingers to search out your pussy. Having already touched the outer lips I slowly slide one of my fingers inside, amazed at how it makes me feel and hoping it makes you feel the same way. Sliding my finger out of you I begin to seek out the nub of your clitoris, again slowly I stop just short and hold my breath again hoping and praying you don't push me away. Feeling how you don't object and pull away I slowly and softly begin to rub lightly, hoping you are enjoying it taken aback by the fact that I am. Pulling back I want to speak I want to say something, anything but find the words get stuck in my throat.

I feel like it's a now or never moment, I know I will never do this again if it isn't with you. You make me feel safe and loved, if we were an item I wouldn't be scared or shy or worried or afraid I would just feel loved and wanted and hopefully needed.

"Do you want me to stop?" I finally found my voice, finally found the words I wanted to say. Looking into your eyes I see no objection which leads me to my next question, looking you square in the eye I pray this will not upset things between us.

"May I use my tongue on you?" Touching you with my fingers to indicate I want to give you oral, I see a fear in your eyes and know it's not me you see. Pulling my hand away I hold you in my arms, hoping and praying our friendship will last. Knowing it would kill me inside if I lost your friendship over this, although I would know I wanted this I can also see that you don't. You know I would never push, rush or force the issue upon you. Whatever happens or doesn't happen is something two best friends could deal with and not let it affect their friendship, holding you tightly in my arms I kiss your forehead and slowly close my eyes. Feeling how my heartbeat and breath begin to return to normal, falling into a light slumber knowing that I would always love you no matter what.

I am WILD at HEART

Well now some of you know that I have a yahoo group called WILD at HEART. Yep I do too! and what is it about? Well it is bunch of us members that pour out our Secrets, Romance, Love, Sex, Fantasies, share our photos and more. Yes I post in there as well. Why the name Wild at Heart? Well I believe a lot of people a sweet and innocent as they put a good face on but truthfully believe that they aren't as innocent as they look. In fact there are some that have the bad boy or bad girl types but they hide their true feelings out there so others cannot see there Wild sides. So this is why I have a group called The Wild at Heart.

I also have been told many different times that their has been times that my members actually did meet offline and they became such good friends. i think that it GREAT! But you have to remember what to watch for as you really don't know them offline as well as you do online. People can hide many things that you don't want to see, so BE CAREFUL! I also don't take any responsibilities to what you do offline either. Whatever you do just take good care of yourself and be careful.

I have met many people off the net and some of them are STILL my Best Friends and some are bad an I don't see them anymore.

Let me tell you all about a really bad experience my ex hubby and I had - so you know to be careful if you ever run into something like this one:

I will never for get the one time when my ex and I were swinging way back in 1999 and we met this wonderful couple (our 1st time) off of a personal ad site on the net. We did a lot of chatting on yahoo messenger and emailed back and forth & so we all decided that we would do a lot of family type of stuff together at first to get to know them and we also wanted the kids to get to know each other too. We went camping, fishing, went to the parks and more. We all wanted to be really close before we did anything else. I had the hots for Tina and she was such a wonderful person and her husband Steve was sexy as heck too. Tina had the hots for me also and Steve well he was waiting very patiently (it seemed). We all got along so good and so it happened one other time. We thought it was the right time to get it on and so we thought this would be a good time as any, so we set it all up and we all 4 met at a hotel near there place. First we went out to eat to a nice place and we road with Steve and Tina and Pat and I were in the back seat and Steve was always flirting with me a lot and then one went to touch his arm and he turned he grabbed me hard and twisted my wrist HARD and it hurt so bad it made me want to cry - Pat seen it happened and he had a puzzled look on his face and he knew I was hurt but then we both looked at each other and Tina saw what happened to and she looked at me and she knew that her husband hurt me and she went to say something to him about it and he laughed but you could tell he was annoyed by something, you couldn't tell what but you just knew.

Later we met there at the hotel and we brought our swimming suits and thought this would be a great thing to do to break the ice. Everyone seemed to be nervous at first so we went in the hot tub and flirted a bit and then as time went on we all started feeling real good and as we were relaxing during our swim. Then us women went back to the room and the guys strayed behind and they had beer to drink for themselves so they did. Steve got a little plastered but Pat didn't really drink all that much. I was still a little nervous because of what happened in the car but Pat wanted to go through with this anyhow and oh how he had the hots for Tina! Tina & I decided we were going to wash off the chlorine and so we both jumped in the shower together and we checked each other out and started touching and then we kissed and touched more Mmmmm it felt so good and then there was a knock on the door and it was the guys saying hey now let us see what is going on and we are all into this together so open up. Tina did and we got out of the shower and we were both so into each other at this time we didn't have time to dry off and we got on the bed together and started messing around as the guys watched. so Steve got up and joined in and then Pat did also and Pat swapped and took Tina and Steve was with me. I was still nervous to be with Steve and my feelings were hurt by his roughness in the car with my wrists Iw as actually scared to death of this guy in ways. Now at this time Steve was really into me and he was still sorta rough but not to hurt me, he wanted hot sex! He got what he wanted and I loved what he did for me. then Tina and Pat were going at it and Steve said take a photo of it so I got out the polaroid and I took a picture of Tina and Pat together - she was on top of Pat going up and down up and down mmmmmm the view was nice! Steve sat back and watched and listening to Tina moan with pleasure and then out of the blue, Steve got up got his stuff on and was pissed and you knew it. He screamed ok this is enough of this shit I am leaving tina get your stuff together and lets go and if you aren't out here in 5 minutes I am leaving. It was 5 minutes and Tina said I don't know how many times that she was sorry and said she would call me later. Then she went outside and you know what he didn't wait 5 minutes he left anyhow.

So here she come back into the room and was crying and then asked us to bring her home in Altoona and so we did. we pulled up into the driveway and she went in and you could hear them screaming at each other and it made you think let's get the hell out of here - if we can hear it what are the neighbors hearing? So as we went to pull out Tina came crying out of the house and she said sorry again so many times and then Steve stood outside the door and said "Ok Tina if they don't get out of here I will tell the kids why they are really here in the 1st place." Then he called her all sorts of names like Slut, Hore and etc. I gave Tina a hug through the window and a kiss and she told me she would stay in touch.

Do you know we never heard from them again! I still to this day worry about her and what she went through after we left. I will tell you you can chat online, you can email online to anyone and people in person can be so totally different. I will tell you this put a BIG damper on our swinging lifestyle then and we didn't want to even think about doing it again after that. 1st I was scared as heck when the guys twisted my wrist and that should have been the 1st warning sign and 2nd when he was snotty with his own wife in the car and 3rd He was rough in bed. These are warning signs that should be thought about before you jump in the sack with someone you really don't know completely.

People have a tendency to hide things YES but after that bad experience you get worried about the next but you know what - we never did find another like that ever - we still swung and had a open relationship and we found the most wonderful people out there that also have a heart of gold and not BLACK like that guy Steve. I believe when you find the right one YOU WILL KNOW deep in your heart.

I don't want to scare you but please BE CAREFUL OUT THERE ON THE WEB OR WHEN YOU MEET - WATCH FOR WARNING SIGNS!

As for my group Wild at Heart I hope that we have some wonderful members in there now that are respectful, loving, caring, and don't hide there Wild Side. Please share your dreams, hopes, and desires - most of all don't hide the real you.


HERE IS THE LINK TO THE GROUP
Just press on it

THE WILD AT HEART